It's been a while...

Dear God,

It's been a while, I know.  I was doing so well in February, spiritually speaking, then I allowed my exercise obsession to take over.  I'm sorry, I put you last again and now I'm having trouble putting you back in 1st place.

You know my problems: I love to eat.  I put food in front of everything.  I also love to workout - sort of - but then that comes first.  I can't do it all though - I can't have a fruitful spiritual life, eat 3 healthy meals a day and work out everyday.  Plus work a full time job and do all the other things that we do. 

My changes every day, what I'm going to eat, how I'm going to eat, how much I'm going to eat.  I drive myself batty.  I can't seem to stick to a schedule/routine.

I'm lost, wandering in the desert.  I'm dry, I'm thirsty. 

I'm filled with hatred.

I can do all that stuff though - you know what I could give up?  Words with Friends and Facebook.  Geez - you do have time!

You have time for God, you have time to take care of your body, you have time!  You just have to choose!!!