Period.

10/20/17

Literally, I'm on my period starting today.  My first one without coffee, sugar or flour.  Now I'm sure most don't want to read about it, but I think it's important to document.

My cramps were pretty bad last night which I can usually take pretty well, I've never had a serious issue with that, however my thighs were sore from running down Cowles on Wednesday, so I went ahead a took some Motrin.  It killed the period cramps but the thighs are still burning a bit.

My mood is what's important.  I am feeling a bit impatient and less friendly but not in a overwhelming manner.  I still have lots of energy but it's Friday night and I'm on the couch writing this up and chilling out.  What I'm not feeling is the overwhelming hatred for everyone that I love.  What a relief that is.  Sometimes I have the most awful thoughts about people, I totally don't feel that way about them, but when I'm hormonal, I just think everyone is worthless.  It's terrible really.  When it's all over, everything is peachy as long as I didn't act out on my impulses.

I'm thankful today for my husband.  He is working to get our home refinanced and getting us in better financial shape.  I'm glad he understands all that stuff cause I would just pay for it.  I'm thankful for Kelsey as she went on a walk with me this morning.  It was nice to spend time with her.

Oh wait - I finally lost a bit more weight - down to 174.8.

This morning I went to our Mira Mesa office to weigh in for our weight loss contest.  For me I just want to share Bright Line Eating, don't care much about the money part although it would be nice to win of course.