Wednesday, October 24, 2018

I'm skinny, but not satified.

I've been on this roller coaster ride for months.  Today I'm at 137.1 - and I'm eating super low carb and low calorie - drinking a bunch of coffee.  I'm super wired today, I need to chill the heck out.

I want to be 120# with a flat stomach.  Actually I just want a flat stomach so if that means 120# or 110# or whatever, I'm going to continue to work until I get it. 

I want the work contest money of $130+ and the $250 from Cassie even though she under employed right now.  I'm still taking her cash.

Also, I want a flat stomach.  Did I say that already?  Yes, I hate wearing a slim dress and having a baby bump that's not really a baby.  Also, some jeans give me a muffin top, but I don't want a muffin top.

I really need to get thru these holidays w/o giving into sugar.  How amazing would that be to not eat any of the Halloween/Thanksgiving/Christmas/New Years crap?  Like for real.

I also want Beach Body on demand.  I want to do the 80 day obsession.

Goals people, Goals!

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